(I talk about these moments irl a lot- these little windows of extreme clarity and awe that you only get when traveling. They are beautiful, and fleeting. They fill you with extreme gratuity. How can I be so lucky to be in this moment, right here, of all the places in the world? Seeing this? After pushing yourself to and through extreme environments and experiences, it's a moment of zen in a completely foreign land. They are rare and should be cherished as such.)
Anyways, this one was one of those moments. I didn’t know I could climb over a mountain, (the word hike doesn’t really do it justice… Did I mention the stairs?). Well I didn’t know I could do that.
On our final day of hiking, wake up call was at 3am. We left the camp at 4, and began trudging downhill with our headlamps. Walking up big stone steps in broad daylight is challenging, but walking down them, in the dark, in the rain, was even more so. Every step on the slick uneven surface was a brush with certain death down the side of the cliff. Two hours, and two falls later, I was over it. I got in my really fun, “Coach’s tired and hangry”, which if you know me, is comically terrible and involves a sort of laugh/cry which makes everyone super uncomfortable to be laughing with a crying person. It had been four days of full body exhaustion, now you got me walking down the side of the mountain in the pouring rain? What’s the point of walking up to just walk down? Isn’t there a train that runs here? Why would anyone do this? Why? Why is the last set of steps called the Gringo Killer? You gotta be kidding me. Alas, life presented me with two options. Walk back to the ranger station and pay for a llama rescue, or eat a granola bar and finish this shit like the grown adventuring woman I am, (or know I can be). And you know what? The Gringo Killer wasn’t even really that bad.
The trail was hard, in high altitude, with no electricity or running water, in hot days and colder nights, and I realize I am a spoiled American tourist who had porters carrying the tents, and cooking for me, and it was only 4 days... But for real. It was hard. It was also amazing, and one of my favorite accomplishments. I did it! Gold star! I’m never doing it again!